where have you been ?

Believe me when I say I was not trying to be mysterious by disappearing for like what? 3 months?

Not intended.

Although, It was kind of the two or three people that checked in with me. I was touched. Thank you.

So where have I been?

Lets just say starting a new life in a totally different country especially when you have never travelled out of Nigeria before is not as easy or as exciting as people make it to be.

For the past three months, I have only tried to survive and God has always been there. I debated getting back online or not. Everyday just felt really exhausting honestly, Most days I was tired. Other days I was lazy.

Some times I asked myself what is the point of going back online? Do you have anything worth going back to that will bring you money? How are you going to start again after this long weeks away?

I was still trying to find my feet here and I could not even bother about a damn email or twitter or online business. I just wanted to get through each day and get things done. On the other hand, I saw it as taking a break…lol

Going from someone whose parents paid her school fees and utility bills to actually being the one to cover all of that by myself is really a huge uncomfortable change for now…cannot even lie.

Kids here my age are already living on their own and there is just a lot to get used to and accept as my new reality. But yeah, 3 months have passed, I cant say I am fully settled yet but I guess I do have some time to send an email, which is good progress physically and mentally.

I hope I can keep up and win the battle lol

so yeah, that explains my silence for the long while. I felt you deserved an explanation.

I am not sure what my future emails will look like at this point. It could be just about anything. business, lessons I have learnt in my new country/ home, testimonies about God ( He has really done a lot)… Anything really, I just want to get back to writing and I think this email is a good start.

Do you?

Twitter? I am not sure when I will go back there…but soon

That's it about me mate.

Hope you have been good!

feel free tp reply to this email

till next time Friend!

Remain a baller ( almost forgot this line lol )

Just to let you know that whatever may be troubling you wont last. Trust me